Day 51: Caves

I love caves, darknes in it and colorfull dripstones when is light. In some case parents told his children that is some dwarf in it or some bad man in it and is not good to go in it. But this is because they don't want go in it because they scared. I love caves to, because is there quiet, you can be there what you are, noone tell you what you must behavour there, yes, they tel you that you can't walk in some place, you can't destroying etc. In cave I'm with myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself fell better in caves than outside caves. When and as I see myself fell better in caves than outside caves, I stop and breath. I realize that caves is more important than other places. This is not posible, because all places in this world is equal. This, that caves is beautifull and so on is only in my mind and this only I think. I commit myself that I know, that all places in the word beautifull.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself behavour how I want in caves. When and as I see myself behavour how I want in caves, I stop and breath. I realize that in caves you must behavor differently like in other places. There you must be more carefull, watch what you doo, you can't destroying and damage dripstones and you must watch for animals which lives in caves. But I can be in cave what I am. People that I go with them in cave I know it and I can be real me. In caves is my behavour different like when I'm not in cave. I think like cave is my home. This is only in my mind. I fell ok in caves is because I go there alone, not with my parents and sister and where am in cave I became soon tired, but not so much. Because I'm tired I behave more decent like when I'm not tired. I commit myself that I know that my behavour is better in caves because I'm tired when I walk.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself think that only in caves I can be with myself. When and as I see myself think that only in caves I can be with myself, I stop and breath. I realize that I can be with myself when I want to be, not only in caves. Mybe is more quite and peacefull in caves, but I don't need this to be with myself. I can be with myself all the time, the most when I realize my physically body. I commit myself that I'm with myself all the time in all place where I am.